Pointless, because they are usually forgotten. But hey, in the spirit of new years.
Anyway, a list would probably help me out, give me some directions for a new year.
I remember someone saying that every new year we can start afresh.. but not just new year, but every week, day and even minute. Wow.. but year is something monumental. Is it?
1. I would really like to be more organized and responsible.
2. I want to be more healthy and fit
3. I want to improve in art skills (painting, photography, digital painting, writing)
4. I want to define my identity
5. I want to learn lots of cool new trivia (now, there's one I can keep to..)
6. I really want to study hard and do well for O Levels, get at least 7 A1s. (although, I won't find out till 2013..)
7. I want to be more social and outgoing. I want to. Really.
8. I want to mature and become more honest. With myself, mostly.
9. I want to learn the guitar. and play it well.
10. Persuade my mom (or dad) to allow us to have a cat
11. Make decisions more wisely.
12. Experiment with makeup.
13. Hm... try shopping online?
14. oH OH OH COSPLAY!!! COSPLAY!!!
15. and because I have to... pass my violin exam.
I can't really think of many more. These are the main ones. Others are just tiny habits.
2011 has been a good year for me... I learned a lot, improved a lot. Although actually people miss the past because they only remember the good parts and forget the bad ones. But I don't think anything that bad has happened to me in 2011. Maybe exams? I didn't do as well as I hoped, but actually, I did okay. Just that I set relatively high standards for myself? I only do it because I know I can achieve it, but I don't because I don't work hard enough...
so that should be a resolution... work harder, you lazy bum.
I'll miss 2011. It has been a good year. I cut my hair to very short, above shoulder level. The last time I had that was what... when I was...6? Don't remember. I got new spectacles. I guess I've changed a lot since last year, got a lot more optimistic and happy. For the most part.
But actually, I'm really looking forward to 2012. You know, I have a lot of really big things going on next year. Okay, just one. O levels... what you spend majority, if not all, of your secondary school life preparing for. Actually, I really like learning. The syllabus and what not. But more stuff outside the syllabus, what I'm actually interested in. Okay.
I guess I want more of a life, and to be unrestrained and free to do what I like. Yeah. Recently, I feel very held back... that is all.
I should also want to become more comprehensible. I realise that what I wrote above is a bit broken... because I follow my thoughts... nevermind.
10 mins to 2012...
Happy new year !!!
Claudia